Joel Whitaker said, Mrs. Palmer, do not let Mara walk into that room alone.
His voice came through the phone tinny and sharp over the hum of the church refrigerator where the women were already slicing cold ham for after the service. I had the receiver pressed hard against my ear so I wouldn’t miss a word. Outside the narrow window over the sink, Alan and Scott were leaning against the fender of Alan’s blue Dodge pickup, smoking cigarettes and laughing about something football-related while their own cousin lay in a cold box three miles away.
They were David’s cousins, not his brothers. But I had raised them after my sister packed her two suitcases and caught a bus down to Biloxi back in 1989, leaving two boys with dirt behind their ears and holes in their sneakers. Maybe that was why I kept making excuses for them when they grew up mean. Maybe I thought my lenience could pay off some debt I didn’t owe.
David didn’t make excuses. David was thirty-nine years old, and he worked the second shift at the wire mill, and he kept his tools clean. He had been married to Mara for seventeen years. She knew how he liked his coffee, which knee throbbed before a heavy rain, and which tune he hummed under his breath when he was trying not to cuss out the supervisor.
Alan and Scott knew none of that. What they knew was that David owned six acres of bottomland along Route 9 with a gravel driveway and a well that never went dry, even in August.
That was the difference.
The funeral was supposed to be Saturday at eleven. That was what David wanted. He told Pastor Leon so back in May when they were fixing the roof on the fellowship hall. Leon had written it down in his little black leather book with a stub of a pencil.
Then Alan called me Friday night at 8:33 and said the service had been moved to Monday at one because the chapel had an opening. I was sitting at my kitchen table eating toast I didn’t want, and the porch light was attracting moths against the torn screen.
I asked if Mara knew.
He said, “She’ll manage if she wants to.”
That sentence sat wrong in my chest like an unchewed crust. Mara worked customer service at Brookshire’s down by the bypass, and Monday was the first of the month, which meant every old-age pensioner and food stamp holder in the county would be lined up at her register.
She had already burned through her bereavement leave sitting beside David in the county hospital while the monitors went slow and rhythmic. Alan knew that because Mara had told him right in my driveway while holding a casserole pan someone from the Methodist church brought over.
I called Mara immediately.
She sounded tired in a way that made her voice flat and small. She said Scott had texted her the new time around noon, then added that the attorney would be reading property matters afterward at the funeral home conference room.
Property matters.
Not David’s final wishes. Not his wife’s future. Property.
I asked if she could get off work.
She said her manager, Bonnie, was trying, but the schedule was locked tight. Then she said something that made me grip the edge of the laminate table until my knuckles went white.
“Linda, they told me I don’t really need to be there.”
I found David’s tackle box in the back of my garage, wedged behind three spare tires and a bucket of rusty fence staples. He kept his spare truck keys, his old fishing licenses from three counties away, and dried-up peppermint wrappers in there. Taped to the underside of the green metal lid with yellowed Scotch tape was a business card for Joel Whitaker, Attorney at Law, with a handwritten note in David’s blocky print.
If anything happens, call Joel before Alan talks.
My son knew.
That is the part that still makes me sit down if I think about it too long. He knew what his cousins were, and he tried to leave us a rope.
I called Joel at 12:04 the next day from the church kitchen while women were peeling potatoes for the bereavement dinner. The air smelled like onions, strong coffee, and Pine-Sol. My hands were wet from rinsing a big yellow bowl when his receptionist answered.
Joel called me back nineteen minutes later.
He asked whether Mara had been personally notified of the will reading by certified letter or phone call, aside from Scott’s nasty little text message. I said no.
He asked me to forward it to his direct line.
I did.
Then I drove my old Buick straight to Brookshire’s and found Mara at register four, scanning cans of green beans with red-rimmed eyes and her black funeral dress folded neatly in a Walmart sack tucked under the counter. I told Bonnie the truth right there in front of two customers and a boy stocking gum.
Bonnie took the closed sign from register seven and said, “Go.”
Mara changed in the employee restroom by the loading dock. Her zipper stuck halfway up on the heavy wool, and I fixed it with shaking fingers while she tried not to cry.
We were seven minutes from the funeral home when my phone rang.
It was Joel Whitaker, and his voice didn’t have any lawyer-smoothness left in it. He sounded like a man who had just found a snake in his boot.
“Mrs. Palmer, do not let Mara walk into that room alone.”
When we pushed open the heavy oak doors of the funeral home conference room, Alan and Scott were already sitting at the polished mahogany table with three bottles of spring water between them. Alan had his suit jacket draped over the back of his chair, looking like he owned the county courthouse.
The lawyer was standing by the window. He didn’t look up until the door clicked shut behind us.
“Glad you made it, Mrs. Palmer,” Joel said, his voice flat and dry. “And Mrs. Mara Palmer.”
Alan straightened up immediately, his face turning that dark, muddy red he gets when things don’t go his way. “She wasn’t even on the list for this session, Joel. We’re handling the estate as next of kin.”
Joel didn’t blink. He reached into his leather portfolio and pulled out a stapled set of blue-backed papers with a raised seal on the corner.
“Well, Alan,” Joel said, slowly sliding the document toward the center of the table. “That’s funny, because David appointed his wife as sole executor and primary beneficiary of every square inch of those six acres back in November. He also included a strict provision that anyone attempting to alter funeral arrangements or exclude the primary beneficiary would forfeit any secondary consideration.”
Scott stood up so fast his metal chair screeched against the linoleum. “That’s a lie. He didn’t sign anything without us knowing. We helped him clear that fence line.”
“You cleared the fence line because he paid you ten dollars an hour and a case of beer,” Mara said.
Her voice wasn’t flat anymore. It was quiet, and it was cold, and it filled that little room until neither of those grown men could find anything else to say.
Alan looked at me then, his eyes wide and pleading like he was twelve years old again and caught stealing apples from old man Geller’s orchard. “Aunt Linda, you knew about the other papers. You know how he was.”
I didn’t move my hands from the handle of my handbag resting on my knees. I looked right at the brass buttons on his vest, the ones he’d polished specially for a funeral he tried to rush us through.
“I knew David kept his tackle box locked,” I said. “And I know he didn’t like liars.”